You have her heart and you have mine

You have her heart and you have mine.
I think I disputed you carrying too many hearts
so I packed up my suitcase
and took a big leap but only for a few moments
because I had nothing to make me last much longer.
Now I'm walking in your cemeteries singing my broken songs
while your cities light up with my despair and my prayers
shouting in the head of your wife
"What goes around comes around!"
with no offspring to bear, she holds onto you;
with no offspring to bear I hold onto your memories.
I have only a defeated soul with no heart.
But I do have a bit of bitter sarcasm to spare
still left in me.
That's why I am dreaming of hope; hope to be free.
"We have each other...", They say
"...and not a fucking worry in the world"
And I ask "Where is the freedom in that?"
No, it's only fit for the bastards who cheat on their wives
but you my love, you're just an innocent soul
caught amidst grand plans of your mind
and me, I was only a small fraction of its games.
The ending couldn't have been more perfect.
It's a pity that it's still ending
and yes I hope to be free soon.
I hope.

12th - 16th August 2010